"Why can't I quit you?"

blah blah blah.  myspace is my new best friend!  I mean it ruined my life, yet I kinda like it.

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I LOVE AREA 33!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fish Magician..... hides fish....nobody bought it....

yummy yummy yummy yummy yummy

im going to be in a movie....ya mama they're gunna make me a star

white LIGHT!

50 mops stinking up the place!!

do you think that cat ladies have so many cats cuz they are like better then dogs....they say dogs add another year to your life for every year you have them..and they are still living (ha) so do you think that cat ladies have found the secret to life and they never age cuz cats are all about nine lives and like cat ladies get to keep like nine more years of life for every cat they own? cuz i mean you never see a young cat lady....this has been a really amazing run on sentence...fuck yes

would you like some brocolli? the brocolli man is hard to find today...

uh oh..i think those are only two prongs....we are gunna need...the THREE PRONG...DUH DUH DUHHHHH....

you wanna go sit in the air condition-ing and smoke some brocolli...

hey dog ass dawg....is that about a dog or a dawg.....is it white?

man these past five days..lemme tell you

JFK is dead

i need more GREEN for TUYOK's EARS!

The Thad-ster rocks Morgan's socks off

Fuckin' Rabbit  i fuckin hate rabbits.....fucking pink bunny ears  GUMbbo

hase you seen that shaun of the dead

it is beautiful and respectful..it stars like my favoirite british comedians of all time....

spaced

fun show

and its like the best comedy series of all time. honestly it is never going to be apprectiated.....

long words

kill him...he is not one of us...... we are trying to make this utopia of a society where people dont hate other people so we ourselves hate those people who hate other people so should we eliminate ourselves? we ourselves are those people too....just from a higher up looking glass...  and there are soo many forms of this like the government tries to get read of the negative strands by throwing htem into jail....and slowly they are killinhg them off and it seems as if you do something wrong at an early age and only get thrown in jail for a short amount of time it wil jsut lead you onto a later date of being thrown in jail until you are in there and get sentenced to death because your toll of doing bad thinghs added up to the ponit wehre they think it is okay to just take you off the streets so you dont kill people when they kill a lot of people themselves thru the death penalty....if everyone decide to kill people to deplete the population then in the end they are killing themselves....easy explanation is to kill two birds with one stone...

life is like a big canvas.in each and everyone's lives they make the decisoins of what actually goes on those canvases when they make the decisoin of what to wear in the morning or of what they are going to say to a person jsut ever action they make and if they want to they coudl compelte delete the fact taht they ever made that actrion;...like my thoughts of what i am writing on here..i could alter it with one click of the edit button.....you know waht i am sayin'? 

while we are here who makes the decidsons to put up a street sign here or to produuce some music there.....we are all jsut throwing in our little bits and pieces of history if it is "good enough" it will get stuck with people until something more elaborate or shiny and appealing comes along and deletes that thought or action.....who planted the trees? who took those trees right out of the groung to make some paper...we decide as history is beiing made we are constantly making those decisions....

i am parched....i may just cut this one short for a nice cup of tae'

darzilla has left the building, bitch face eater.

WARPED KICKED MY ASS.  Yay!  I am sunburnt HardXcore....(yay!)  man....lots of people are wanting to hang out lately...it is kinda overwhelming......  This weekend I am spost to meet the infamous Jimmy and chill with his amazing lover, JORDIN!  and Ed and Heather... Thaddeus wants to hang out allll day tomorrow....(cant wait! =))  and  My friend Josh wants to meet sometime....which my dad isnt exactly excited about that one....Idk....once we meet things will be cool.

Life has been pretty interesting lately....I hate how I get all these interesting theories and then when I go to try and recollect them and tell them to someone, I completely forget...but I know I have had some really good ones lately thanks to Sara constantly telling me how good they were... =) 

People are very hypocritical often.

Molly is right when she says no one comments long posts.....

I have no job, sara and molly are pretty upset with me right now, my dad is going to be 53 soon, my sister is going to alabama for a week, drake is communicating with nikki again....

I am very very sorry to Sara and Molly...I realize that I am acting as an asshole when I do the whole leaving thing...  I just feel like if I were to say hey I am leaving can you guys find a ride, you would get mad to my face and I am a loser and afraid to face things, well face to face....  I suck at being a good friend.  I was thinking on it the other day and I feel like you two are extremely close, well duh, right?  Well...I get all sad and I feel like I should have atleast one person who is my best friend and who says it back....due to the fact that me and Thaddeus have been going out for 5months and some odd days, I feel really really close to him...like a really good friend....yeah boyfriend I know....and I just kidna feel like he shows me kinda the attention that a best friend would...like being around each other constantly and never being bothered by that....  how no matter how much time you spend together you can still spend more and not get tired...and if you did...it would still be okay to spend time together because you guys love each other that much.... idk if that makes any sense at all....it does to me....maybe we will talk about it in person....but I really am scared to....  I feel like I should talk more with you guys about things but it sucks cuz I also feel that when I do try and talk I am making an idiot out of myself....and then I dont want to talk...which....... I shouldnt feel that way..it is stupid....we are friends and friends should talk with each other and say the most randomest stupidest stuff and have it be okay.... no one should ever feel stupid in a friendship.....  heres a quick jim morrison quote on that thought... (love n such).... "Friends can help each other. A true friend is someone who lets you have total freedom to be yourself-and especially to feel. Or, not feel. Whatever you happen to be feeling at the moment is fine with them. That's what real love amounts to-letting a person be what he really is."  I dont know if that makes sense to ya either...but yeah...thats about all I have to say on that right now...

I am really wanting to get back into my art..... I miss drawing and I for once feel like I am truely Inspired!!!!!!!!  this is kind of a new thing for me....  sadly I always get sad that I can never just make things up in my head to draw or like see something and really want to draw it without being told to (art in school) and lately I feel like I can really see things... I notice details I have overlooked before.... and really, noticing those things makes me feel like I have entered a whole new world...(not to be corny)  and I love that feeling.....  all these details slap a smile on my face and I never want that to go away....I don't wanna keep taking things forgranted.......

well kids, it is 1:04 am. and my bed is calling my name...  ttyl.

Love Me.

Hello.....hmm...TABF­EST was amazing.....I have a new friend..havent decided what to name it yet....Thaddeus' is Garth Jr., what was garth's girlfriend's name?? Ne one Remember??  Maybe I will watch Wayne's World today...(everyone knows the girl I am talking about right? the one who was always eating that red licorice...and at waynefest or w/e her and garth kinda hook up..idk...) anyway!  Tomorrow will be Thaddeus and I's 5month....so that is really cool......I love him....and I am always thinking about him....I just get freaked out (especially nights like last night at TF) sometimes and start to think about lil things too much and I am scared that he doesn't really care as much for me as I do for him....I mean he says he loves me and assures me he really does care for me but sometimes I just dont really feel like it matters....but I am just being stupid again and I felt like typing out some feelings...and now I am over that....i spose....Today I slept in until 7pm.....but i guess that isnt bad sense I didnt go to sleep until like 6am....  We saw this band last night named FreakBase (not sure if that is two words or one)  and OMG they were absolutely mesmorizing!! the lead singer who is also the base player was soooo fascinating.  he was doing all this like wacky stuff to the beat of the base and if you watched the crowd they kinda were doing to same stuff...(it is a bunch of hippies soo....) but man...they might be one of my favorite bands......Well i am gunna stop typing now cuz we are suppost to go pick up Vic here in a little bit.....ttyl..thanks­ for reading..

Love

Darci

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uh...just re read that and decided to say...ignore all the time I say love this and love that cuz I decided it is annoying.  Thanks